growing emily: the sad mood at 10/11-10/17 2010 I left home for a month

I cried a lot on Monday because of bed feeling at playing badminton.When we practiced the basic movement ,I found no body wanted to talk to me and showed indifferent to me.I felt lonely and I had a idea to give up this activity because I couldnot stand this sad feeling during sport game but it wasnot a cause that made me cry.One of my classmates talked to the person that I chat with and said that she dislike the person and my distinct feeling was that I was the very person they talked so I told my senior to go back to rest because of period but not exactly what my meaning is.I know I didnot like to give up everything that I wished I could finish but I think it might be the luck that the peop;e get together so I choose to dismiss the club.But,my roommates comforted me and my mother sent me a touching notes so I felt okay now.I am appreciated what I had and I need to treat people well.This week I didnot take a lot of pictures because of mad mood and health so I will post them next week.I felt free because I am only one staying at drom.Do my best on study and help person in need.I hope my father could come to visit as soon as possible.